The girls pushed and shoved their way through the narrow doorway. One grabbed another by the neck of her Basque and yanked her backwards then the usual scuffle occurred. It was the same every night when the chorus line got ready to go on stage. Each one wanting to upstage the other, hoping tonight they would be discovered. Laurie wiped the powder puff over the rouge and applied a little to her cheeks. The makeup felt greasy against her creamy skin.
“Come on Dearie, get your arse off that stool. We’re on in five minutes,” Molly said, checking her feather hat tilted to the left and then pushing up her breasts. “Blimey Laurie, that’s not enough slap. You will look like a ghost under the lights.” She snatched the puff from Laurie’s grasp and rubbed the smooth side against the crimson powder then brushed it across the younger girl’s face. “There, that’s better.”
Laurie’s nose wrinkled as the smell of stale sweat wafted in her direction. “Phew, Molly you don’t arf pong. When was the last time you washed?”
“I’m clean I am you cheeky mare. Me and the others shared a bath five days ago.” Molly sniffed her armpits.
With a saucy grin Laurie, laced up her calf length boots and ducked just as Molly took a swipe at her.
“On stage in two minutes!” The manager pushed past the girls lining up in the wings as the comedian came to the end of his turn.
“Do you think your gentleman will be here again tonight, Dearie?” Molly grabbed Laurie’s hand and pulled her to the front of the line.
“He’s not my gentleman. I’ve never even spoken to him,” Laurie said, her cheeks burning. I do hope he does come.
“Well it ain’t us that gets gin and grapes. He’s a proper toff he is and no mistake.”
“Go on with ya,” Laurie gently pushed Molly as the comedian left the stage to a mixture of boo’s and get off’s.
“Bleedin’ mean lot tonight girls. Hope you got your iron drawers on.” The funny man slapped Molly’s bum on his way past.
“Oi! Keep your bloody hands to yourself,” Molly yelled after him whilst rubbing her behind.
Seven girls cart wheeled onto the stage – vivid petticoats giving a kaleidoscope effect. Five more followed including Molly. The musicians struck up the intro as Laurie swivelled onto the stage. She swirled her skirts in front of her while the others somersaulted, linked arms, high kicked and flashed frilly bloomers. “Ta-ra-ra- Bum-di-ay… “ echoed from her mouth, not the best of voices, but infectious enough to win the audience over. The man in the front seat moved forward watching every contour of her body as she swayed her hips deliberately from side to side. When she hitched her skirts to reveal black stocking tops the audience whooped and whistled.
All the girls except Laurie left the stage to rapturous applause. The music changed and Laurie began to sing, Daddy wouldn’t buy me a bow wow. With suggestive gestures and a seductive smile Laurie sashayed across the floor and her eyes locked on the man in the front row. The audience clapped in time to the tempo and most joined in with the song. A disappointed look crossed her face as the man stood up and exited through the side door. Her neat eyebrows rose as she wondered what she had done to make him leave.
“Get on with it!” The stage manager yelled from behind the velvet curtains.
“…I’d rather have a bow wow wow.” Laurie’s voice trailed off unnoticed by the spectators as the dancing girls exploded, like Catherine wheels, onto the stage to the sound of the can-can.
Molly grabbed her by the hands and swung her round “You got to get off the stage you silly cow.”
Her concentration returned and Laurie whipped up her petticoats and swayed them from left to right. When the chorus line flaunted frilly rear ends Laurie, side stepped into the wings waving her hand.
“What’s your bleedin’ game?” The stage manager scowled at her.
“I’m sorry Ducky. I forgot my lines. No harm done.”
“You will be sorry if it happens again.”
Laurie ran towards the dressing room. She wasn’t sure why she felt so upset, but she wanted to get away.
“Hey! You got a message from a gent.” The doorman went to hand her a slip of paper.
“Erm, what does it say?”
“Gawd. One day one of you girls will learn to read.” He cleared his throat. “A carriage will be at the stage door at ten if you would care to join me for supper.”
Laurie clasped the hair at the back of her neck as Molly pushed the hairpin into the top-knot.“Argh! That ruddy hurt.”
“You want to look your best, Dearie,” Molly said, tucking the last disobedient tendril behind her ear. “You’re a looker and no mistake.”
A hand reached in front of Laurie and placed a small bottle of Lily of the Valley on the dresser. Her mouth dropped as she gazed at the cologne then into the hard features of Annie Ryder.
“I’m not going soft so don’t gawp at me like that – and don’t use too much.” Annie said.
Molly grabbed the bottle before Annie changed her mind then sprayed the fragrance behind Laurie’s ears and on her wrists. She yanked up her skirts and gave a quick squish on her thighs.
“Don’t. He’s not going to be down there, that’s for sure. Hmn!” Laurie smoothed the creases from her frock.
“You got to get your hand off your halfpenny sometime, Dearie.” Molly giggled as she sprayed the cologne on her own neck, before Annie snatched the perfume from her hand.
“It was for her. The sooner she gets a man the quicker I get my bloody job back.”
Laurie flashed a glare at Annie. So that’s her game. Well she’ll have a long wait. The clock began to chime. Flustered, Laurie grabbed her drawstring bag and gave Molly a quick hug. Wings fluttered in her tummy and she hesitated.
“Come on, Dearie. Don’t be getting the ab-dabs or you might as well go back to the village.” Molly herded her through the doorway. “Talk proper, don’t be forward and mind your bloody language.” She slapped her playfully on the bum. “Shoo.”
An icy wind caught the stage door as Laurie stepped out into the night. Goose pimples prickled like hives in the cold mist. The coachman appeared headless as fog swirled around the top of his body.
Phwatt!
“Crikey!” Laurie jumped back as the steps of the carriage unfolded. The throb, beating at her breast, calmed when she identified the sound.
Hands gripped the door handles and a black Top Hat appeared through the opening.
“I didn’t mean to frighten you, My Dear,” he said, offering her a white gloved hand.
“Twas the noise Sir. I wasn’t expecting it.” Laurie allowed him to steer her onto the sumptuous leather bench. An ornate crest above the seat caught her attention and she realized the coach was private. She gazed at him in the dim light trying to make out his features.
“The Load of Hay, Smithers!” The man called to the driver as he seated himself beside her. When the horses moved off, Laurie slipped against him, her ample chest nudged at his elbow.
“Sorry Sir. It’s a bit bumpy or me bum’s too round,” she giggled, and grabbed the door handle to steady herself. “I ain’t never been in such a fine carriage.”
“Do call me Henry. We have an hour or so before we reach our destination, and I am curious to hear about your life on the stage.”
Laurie tingled at his deep velvet voice. People weren’t normally interested in her conversation. Warm dark eyes gazed at her and she wished the light was brighter. Words spilled out of her mouth as she told him of the choice between going on the stage or into service. Her hands gestured wildly as she imitated the girls – all thought of minding her p’s and q’s gone from her mind. When she waived her arms she almost backhanded him in the mouth, as she yapped out the story of the lecherous stage manager. He grasped her hand before it met with his lips and laughed at her persistent chatter and excitement.
“Oh my gawd! Sir, I didn’t mean…” Hot colour burned her cheeks.
He tipped her lightly on the nose, “Don’t distress yourself, My Dear. No need for apologies.”
The time zipped past and she was caught up in a mixture of rapture and apprehension as the horses pulled up at the Coaching Inn. A thick thatched roof, on the impressive building, framed warm stone walls and leaded glass windows. Blimey I hope they don’t use candles upstairs. Laurie swallowed hard as what looked like gentry entered the public house. She relaxed when a girl of her ilk strolled past, arm in arm with a gentleman.
“Smithers, see to the horses – then you may rest until I need you.” Henry took Laurie’s hand and linked it through his arm.
One man, seated with a crowd at the entrance, fed grapes to a girl young enough to be his granddaughter. He laughed as one dropped in her cleavage, and of course he needed to fish it out. Dirty old devil. Loud chatter and merriment emanated around the bar. A rosy cheeked woman took Henry’s hat and coat then led the couple to an empty booth. Two working girls made more than a fuss of a man at the compartment opposite. Laurie’s cheeks burned when she realised what one of them was doing with her hands under the table. Oh my gawd. She turned to face Henry and hoped he hadn’t seen the spectacle.
A wide smile danced across his lips and as he was about to speak the jovial woman came to take their order.
“What can I get you Sir?” The woman wiped her pudgy fingers on her apron. “We have a delightful beef pudding with onion gravy and fresh cottage bread. Seems like she could do with a bit of meat to her bones.”
Laurie scowled. Who does she think she is? Cheeky mare.
“The young Lady and I will partake of the beef pudding. A gin would be acceptable and a jug of the finest ale,” he said. “And kindly keep your opinions to yourself.”
“Oh Sir. I didn’t mean …I just…”
A wave of his hand cut her short and she waddled away flustered. The dark grey of his eyes flashed steel, before softening as he looked back at Laurie.
He really likes me.“That put her in her place and no mistake,Sir.”
“Please, Henry.”
“Henry,” she said, looking through dipped lashes.
Two serving girls placed the steaming dishes in front of them.
Laurie popped a forkful of pudding into her mouth. “Ow, ow.” She took a large swig of gin as she tried to cool her burning tongue. “It’s so good.” Her cheeks bulged when she dipped the bread and chewed, with relish, on the savoury. The gravy dripped on her breast and she realised how unladylike she was behaving. Henry had not touched a crumb and she felt her neck getting hot.
“I’m so sorry I…” Laurie put down her fork, her tummy doing flip-flops, and wiped at the gravy with the sleeve of her dress.
Henry passed her a cotton napkin and smiled.“No apologies necessary. Good food should be savoured. Please, enjoy.”
While she finished her meal she explored his face. One white streak in a sea of wavy black hair framed his square jaw. A deep dip in his chin appeared to sharpen his features. When he arched a quizzical eyebrow she dropped her eyes. So he’s older than me. He’s a gent and he likes me.
Henry took a few sips of ale whilst studying her.
“Blimey Sir, that was ansome and no mistake.” Laurie pointed at his full plate. “Weren’t you hungry?”
“I always feel a good repast should be followed by a bracing stroll, but sadly it’s very late,” he ignored her question.
“I wouldn’t mind a walk Sir. Don’t matter that it’s night.”
“Well if you are really sure. We could take a ride down to the river and maybe see some of the wildlife. Badgers love the darkness.”
Henry dropped some coins on the bar in front of the innkeeper.
“Now it’s her turn to pay,” the fleshy woman said to the serving girl, loud enough for Laurie to hear.
Laurie shot a frosty stare at her. I’d bust your nose you old witch if I wasn’t in company.
A half-moon lightened the sky and a few stars peeped through the mist. Smithers opened the door of the carriage before climbing up on the platform.
“Bluebell walk, Smithers.”Henry sat beside Laurie and placed a hand gingerly on her shoulder. “Your fragrance is delightful.” He brushed his fingers across her cheek, “and your skin is exquisite. So soft.”
Hot breath tickled her ear and her tummy began to quiver. Laurie, although brash and confident, had no experience with men and could only go by Molly’s tales. A tremor rippled through her body as he tilted her chin toward him. He gently grazed his lips against hers and pulled back in a heartbeat. Laurie shook as she searched his dark eyes for some sort of a cue. The glint in his eye reassured her as his powerful arm drew her in for a long lingering kiss. One of his hands brushed her breast and wandered further down to her leg. When his inquisitive tongue slipped into her mouth her body liquefied. With deft fingers he hiked her skirts and ran the tips across the bare skin at the top of lacy stockings. She shuddered as an intense tingle ignited from the depth of her core. Within an instant he pulled away as though the touch of her skin scorched him and turned to stare out of the window.
Laurie swallowed hard – the pleasure of a few seconds ago dissipated. “H…Have I done something wrong, Sir?”
“No. It was me,” he said, without looking at her.
She chose to ignore his cigar smoked tone and linked her fingers through his arm “Love a duck, Sir, you ain’t done nothing wrong. I enjoyed it.” The minute the words spilled from her mouth she regretted them. “Err I mean…”
An upheld palm silenced her and he shrugged off her hand. The steel, of earlier returned to his eyes. Hot tears threatened to tumble as she felt her chance with the dashing gent slip away. Henry. I can’t even say his name. Convinced her lack of social graces and bad language caused the change in his mood Laurie, nervously fiddled with her bag.
The coach pulled up beside the large oaks of Bluebell walk. Henry opened the door and jumped down to the crisp ground. “We will be about thirty minutes, Smithers.”
“Yes, Master.”
Laurie stepped out of the coach and caught her heel on the bottom step. “Oh my gawd,” she cried, as she flopped forward to her knees. “Argh!” With a second to spare her hands shot out and saved her from further injury. On all fours she gazed up at Henry who didn’t attempt to help her. In fact the darkness made him appear somewhat evil. Nah! It’s the night playing tricks. Without a word he turned and strode off into the woods. She scrambled to her feet feeling foolish, and when the coach took off at speed, frightened.
.
Large oaks lined the pathway, and as her eyes got used to the dark, Laurie scanned the area. The heavy footsteps ahead cracked twigs and began to fade. A loud rustle in the bushes made her jump. With a sharp intake of breath she ran after him – unable to understand what was going on.
“Sir. Please. Wait for me!” She hitched her skirts and dashed into the woods. “Sir. What have I done? Please, Sir. Wait.”
Henry pivoted so fast, his coat frilled like an ominous black peacock.“Whore!”
His roar brought her to a dead stop.
“W…what?” Her eyes glistened and she stepped backwards “I’m not. I’m a good g …”
Crack!
The vicious slap spun her to the ground onto a decaying pile of leaves. Laurie’s hand shot to her cheek.
“Wanton harlots. All of you.” His lip curled and steel replaced the soft grey eyes he’d flashed at dinner.
Sheer terror sparked Laurie to action and she rolled herself over the ground. She clambered to her feet and ran across the crisp earth. Arms grabbed her from behind and she wrestled and clawed at his face.
“Lemme go!”
“Hold your tongue!” The back of his fist slammed into the side of her face and she dropped to her knees. With his boot he shoved her forward and her face landed in a nettle patch.
Argh! On her belly, she tried to slither out of his reach, but he pinned her down with his knee. Laurie’s heart raced and her eyes swelled as the sensation of hot needles seared her face. Cold air kissed her skin as he hiked her skirts and ripped at her under garments.
“Noooooo!”
His hands clasped her neck and his fingers squeezed on her windpipe. Fear gripped her chest as she tried to pry his fingers from her throat. The pain dissolved as a bright white light faded to a kaleidoscope of colour, and her last breath left her body.
Laurie tilted her head to one side as she found herself amongst the Oaks. Through the trees she watched the man climb off what resembled a pile of clothes and adjust his fly. What’s going on.The sound of an approaching carriage caught her attention.
Thud!
A few moments later footfall on undergrowth grew louder as it neared. From behind a Hawthorn bush Smithers, emerged. In silence she glided towards the two men.
“Grab her legs.” Henry ordered.
“Yes, Sir.” Without question the coachman seized the naked limbs.
“Ere. What you doin’ to her?” Laurie yelled . “Get off her you bleeders!”
Dizziness spun her into muted swirls of greys, blacks and blues. When the sensation ceased a river stretched in front of her. Early morning mist drifted over the water. A small thatched cottage sat amidst a well tended garden on the far side of the bank. What appeared to be Molly’s best frock nestled between Bulrushes. Where am I?
Laurie breezed towards the far shore as a man ran over to the water’s edge. He dragged the body from the water – long blonde hair tangled with river weed clung to her neck. When he turned her and pulled the sticky mass from her face, Laurie gazed into her own image.
“No…”
A whirl of forest greens and earthy yellows transported her to the graveyard at Framingley Halt. A priest threw some dirt onto a coffin. With the same hand he made a sign of a cross over the open grave. Dressed in Sunday best – the man from the river and a woman placed a posy of berried evergreens at the foot of the hole.
“Lord, accept into your kingdom the soul of this unfortunate girl,” the priest said.
“Tis so sad, Charlie. Poor lamb, having no one to mourn for her.” The woman dabbed at her eyes. “Who would do such a beastly thing.”
“Mister. Who’s dead?” Laurie said.
“Hush M’dear. Don’t take on so,” said the man, taking her arm and leading her away from the grave. He shook his head “ The constabulary won’t looks too hard for a girl of such poor standing, M’dear. Tis a blessed shame.”
“Who’s dead?” Laurie flashed into the couples path and placed her hands on her hips. “Ruddy well tell me will ya?”
“Hmn. Hardly the way a lady should conduct herself, I must say,” a voice said. “There’s no use roaring wench, they can’t hear a word you say.”
In the instant Laurie spun to find the source of the speech the woman, passed straight through her.“Argh! Oh my gawd. Sh…she walked through me.”
A man, dressed in a brocade frock coat, perched on a gravestone. He appeared to be admiring his well-manicured hands. When he glided towards her he sniffed then cupped his elbow in one hand. He circled her as if he were inspecting a new horse.
“What you bleedin’ looking at?” Laurie said, as he looked her up and down.
“Well you are obviously female, but hardly from good stock.”
“Don’t look down your snout at me, Duckie. It’s not me what’s dressed strange.” She tossed her head indignantly.
“Hmn. Your enunciation is quite appalling.” He sniffed
“Ere. Don’t be filthy.”
“My dear girl. I can assure you. The thought of obscene suggestion with any woman would never enter my head. If I was being derogatory I do beg your pardon.” He bowed to her. The monocle in his right eye appeared to make his iris bulge and she backed away. “I am Nathanial Sullivan, but you may call me Sullivan.”
“Them are poncey words and no mistake.” Laurie glanced back at the grave.“I…I just want to know…”
“It’s your grave you silly girl. You’re dead.”
“I…I can’t be. I was with a gent not …not a while ago” The memory of what seemed like minutes ago came flooding back. Hands clasped around her neck squeezing her last breath. I am dead. “No I ain’t ready to be dead. I ain’t!”
“Come, come dear girl. I have so much to tell you.” Sullivan minced through the wall of the church.
Laurie wondered how he entered the thick grey stone.“Ere what about me?” Her eyes darted in all directions for an entrance.
An arm reached through the wall and grasped her by the neck.
“Waaaa.”
